While I was sad to see that most of your park was closed after dark I couldn't help but fall for your unique chic wilderness.
Lacking any bit of signage I got lost for what seemed like mileage until a limpy dog announced with one single bark hey dummy stop trying so hard to date a park.
Not being one to stay in his lane my hubris has been known to cause pain but I'm working on this dear in therapy please believe me.
Now if I ever get the chance to return with the agreement lessons I have learned expect a different kind of man a different type of explorer completely.
For what I have learned so studiously about love is that it burns in my heart like a flame never ever to be contained only needing to be shared with every creature without care.
You see this great fire will burn alone until another finally decides to burn with me.
Dear keepers of the inverted world as your titanic ship slowly sinks...
I accept and acknowledge your bravery trained so well for underworld slavery you fight for the hand that beats you not seeing that your family line has been beaten from the beginning of inverted world time.
A black magic ritual you put on a mask to acknowledge your porthole prison cell.
All is well in the end as we make our way back to where we begin.
Blessed be those who take the long way Home.
Round and round a pit of suffering this wheel generates power for deceivers we swallow the storied bait; hook, line and sinker.
I bear witness to 4 crumbling pillars of society: false history corrupt science profit driven medicine blackmailed politicians all lying open plain to see for anyone choosing to be free.
Our choice is crystal clear; fear, dependency and division or love, responsibility and united vision
Dark forces’ party favor, evacuate yourself with should behavior. This is a poem to trip up your feed. What channels are really safe to believe. I know not what to trust, but inner God self is a must. I love you nuts in the assumption bus, what’s all the fuss with saying you’re nuts. Truly test your investments before you buy in, corruption abound to deceive us dear friend.
While reusable diapers are nice, to be clear I fear it won’t be enough to stop the bullshit squirting from your face. A disgrace: you, now the state and anyone who capitulates with this masquerade.
So friends what have you been up to during this world wide reset? How far have you slipped down the rabbit hole of questioning… everything?
Thankfully, you and I have the free will choice of what we will consent to and what we will participate in. One beautifully unpredictable aspect of humans is our ability to rapidly adapt to new circumstances and this is exactly what I’ve been putting my energy into these daze.
The past few months have been challenging in many ways to say the least, but having all this extra time on my hands has opened me up to some rather remarkable discoveries. I am reading Arthur Firstenberg’s book; “The Invisible Rainbow” which connects major illnesses, disease and world wide flu outbreaks in the past with solar electromagnetic activity and technological releases throughout history. The book details how in 1889 power lines were first introduced coinciding with the 1889 influenza pandemic… in 1918 the radio era began which was the same year of the great Spanish flu pandemic… radar was first used in 1957 which matches the Asian flu pandemic of 1957 and the satellite era began in 1968 which ushered in the Hong Kong flu pandemic that same year. See a pattern?
Humans are highly sensitive electrical beings, so any changes to our environment or terrain if you wish, are going to likely have affects on us. Cellular phone companies began deploying 5G technology worldwide in 2019. China officially launches 5G networks on November 1, 2019. So here once again we have a correlation between a worldwide “pandemic” and the release of a new technology. So how might we adapt to our changing environment?
Through my research, I have come across information that suggests the number one thing we can do is to have an EMF (electromagnetic field) proof sleeping environment which provides our bodies time to heal and repair, so we are more capable of handling our ever increasing EMF world. Of course, don’t forget about eliminating as many other toxins as possible to give your body a break including: avoiding GMOs & pesticides (grow your own food or find clean sources), avoid chemical laden water (this could get easier in the near future) and last but not least eliminate the stress in your life as much as possible. May I also suggest getting da hell’ out the cities while you can!
Over the last few months I have been building an EMF proof apartment in my basement. My strategy is to use wiring shielded in metal conduit with all of the walls and entire ceiling first covered by reflective bubble insulation overlayed with metal panels. I’m still working out what to do about the windows and will either bite the bullet and buy silver lined fabric for curtains or temporarily create inserts for the windows using the reflective bubble insulation. It has also been shown with an EMF meter that metal screens have some shielding capabilities.
I titled one of my previous posts; “Pass Through the Gate” and honestly I believe if you pass through the gate and leave fear and division behind at this time, you will have the potential to achieve true freedom. There is an opportunity right now to redesign our lives and come together to create better communities, states, governments and a better world. This involves no longer looking outside of ourselves for leadership. Remember that you are the leader of your own life and government is only there to serve.
“He only earns his freedom and his life who takes them every day by storm”. Goethe
“Pain has its function. Pleasure and pain are closely related; it is our handling of these opposites that pushes us on to either success or failure. Each has a thousand faces and holds an equal number of temptations and tests.
“Pain that we cannot forget Falls drop by drop upon the heart Until in our despair There comes wisdom Through the awful Grace of God.”
Aeschylus 525-426 B.C.
The awakening of Divine Love in us often comes through pain and loss. A crisis in life often leads us to turn to God; therefore, a crisis often comes before a more reverent and spiritual condition in life. Sometimes people can honestly say, “It is good for me that I have been afflicted that I might learn Thy statutes.” (Psalms 119:71)
Pain is the quickest way of awakening us to a search for God. Pain without physical cause (mental or emotional pain) may be seen as a “seed” for a different life, a life of more purpose and deeper meaning. “Whom God loveth, He chasteneth.” (Hebrews 12:6) Pain is a warning to do something, to use our exess energy more constructively. If we are emotionally or psychically hurt, we suffer intensely because of our high charge of unfinished evolution. We must find ways to let this pentup energy pass. To eliminate pain we must achieve a new quality and intensity of awareness and express our energies in a new form of living.
Our real need is for an enlarged consciousness. Pain will disappear as evolution progresses. Truth reveals that love is finally ascended through pain, and not through pleasure. As pleasure marks the descension of the forces in the material world, so pain marks their ascension. Every ego makes the Prodigal Son journey through the Earth plane before being received into the Father’s House, where the law of sin and death is superseded by the law of Christ’s Love.”
Taken from Faith Javane’s book; “Master Numbers: Cycles of Divine Order”.
Please disregard my shitty blog aesthetics these days, as I am in the process of migrating my website and feel lucky to even have access to my old blog content as I thought it was gone daddy gone, but thanks to my brilliant Friend Dan Reetz my blog’s beat goes on! THANK YOU DAN! <3 <3 <3
Curious and exciting times we live in… so much Truth is being revealed… can you dig it? Can you handle it? Best to pack lightly and stay nimble on your feet and in your mind is my motto and I am one stubborn self willed bastard let me tell you, but every day I work towards letting go and surrendering more and more to the Divine.
Here is a helpful poem/meditation that a spiritual teacher shared with me called; “Dear Heart, Come Home: The Path of Midlife Spirituality” by Joyce Rupp.
Preface
as I stood at the door of "Go Deeper" I heard the ego's howl of resistance, felt the shivers of my false security but knew there could be no other way. inward I traveled, down, down, drawn further into the truth than I ever intended to go.
as I moved far and deep and long eerie things long lain hidden jeered at me with shadowy voices, while love I'd never envisioned wrapped compassionate ribbons 'round my fearful, anxious heart.
further in I sank, to the depths, past all my arrogance and confusion, through all my questions and doubts, beyond all I held to be fact.
finally I stood before a new door: the Hall of Oneness and Freedom. uncertain and wary, I slowly opened, discovering a space of welcoming light.
I entered the sacred inner room where everything sings of Mystery. no longer could I deny or resist the decay of clenching control and the silent gasps of surrender.
there in that sacred place of my Self Love of a lasting kind came forth, embracing me like a long beloved one come home for the first time.
much that I thought to be "me" crept to the corners and died. in its place a Being named Peace slipped beside and softly spoke my name: "Welcome home, True Self, I've been waiting for you."
