L.O.S.T. #537
Love
our
sacred
treasure
without we are lost lonely confused
shipwrecks prone to self abuse
tools pushing evil’s ruse
wandering dark stark in park of fools
dragging long black bag ancestral refuse
teased and tempted by booby traps
blind hell tourists hot cold feeling test no map
alas our bruises become muscle mass
strength through failure when owning past
blessed those who stay desert course
God eternally roots for untruth divorce.
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Spaz Cakes #499
such a spaz
sacredy cat
almost mute
except spit tacks
reflection mirrored
projection scene
shadow surfaces
in everybody
telepathy will be missed
biggest fan
bless your heart
I know it well
remember this
one simple thing
you’ll always be
favorite dream.
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Spring Fed #498
spring I drink from is love
nothing else good enough
strongest muscle heart may atrophy
not me this life force burns daily
broken open at birth beginning
ancestral obstacle course made play thing
rare find one who can relate
endangered species search for mates
you see truth destroys the world we used to live in
my only motto vetting friends
difference between ally and acquaintance
unconditional versus manipulation
raging waters violent seas
gusting winds topple trees
humans fail yes indeed
only path towards succeed.
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Balancing Maze #490
desiring more then this
lifetime partner yes
rare connections are deep
hard to believe
feeling heightened tests
convinced yet
patient I wait
painful most days
dance with fate
balancing maze
just one date
maybe whole day
let’s unpack the haze
true matching mates
or fantasy charade
know you're wanted in every way.
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Martyr Mother #489
no rest for martyr mother
last vacation 1988 go wonder
boss babe caring control freak
hardest working teacher ever seen
workaholism avoidance strategy
never diving self work deep
emotions neglected ugly projection
body language listen or pain prison
stoic shadow lonely evenings
identity job pays in lifelessness
burden regrets three ex-husbands
my life a gift dear champion
forgetting eye color forgiven
walked out alone just the two of us
thanks for being that brave 20 year old
our family tree honored your branch grows.
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Underworld #486
pass through hell
to reach Heaven
few mention this
handful can hear it
we get stuck tricked or delayed
open doors are all fake
requires breaking through
fears wounds deception abuse
tools must be developed
with failure’s weapon
greatest teacher
each experience
responsibly owning misses
blame game fosters shame
escape an endless hopeless maze
trust your path divine play.
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Weirdness #485
eternal energetic exchange
between life and death ways
weather warfare nothing new
pendulum swings wrecking ball tool
redundancy path to sovereignty
dependency chain that binds thee
time a valuable thing
needed for garden watering
perfect possession not seen
when identifying with corruption machine
hard finding tight rope balance
between sharing caring and protection
psychic attacks delivered through those near us
helpful when understanding weirdness
bread crumb trail of love every day
keep sending sweet heart quakes okay.
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Bombs Away #480
sweetheart rejects my astrology ways
she says falling for her after 15 seconds was insane
babe bless heaven’s name
you are hotter then devils in church on Sunday
previous life this lass flew planes
rather then mimic typical words bombs away
when trigger ready captain pretty eyes would say
thank you have a great day
dream honey knows Day Gun sex would beat masturbate
even better then German chocolate cake
so only question is why wait
it’s possible our legend will bring fame
or at least I’m trained for Olympics of pain
thankfully Guidance shows wily woman performing charade
loving me the same since first gaze.
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No Bunny #474
it’s a lonely world for bunnies and humans, vacillating between camouflage being seen, who’s friendly that won’t eat me, you’re nobunny til somebunny loves you it seems, game of chase meets chance, religion based on luck, double the bet until jackpot, slippery trail leads to scraped bruises, anyone truly know this maze, so nice meeting another in play, are winners just good actor losers, please break all patterned outdated ways.
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Chasm #469
ah I remember
each break up opens chasm
portal to previous sadness
pain chain never broken
confusion persists when partner was miss
therapists push drugs
families act dumb
puzzle only we can piece
takes effort finding peace
escape always transient
patterns scream see me yet
anxiety a blindfolded hot cold game
when it arises going wrong way
all this my guess
reason no picnic
maybe steep slippery way is perfect
winding sacred trail towards Hewitt.
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Coven of Silence #466
thee sisters of dark hair
don’t care about men's hearts
they laugh poking fun
making teasing an art
testing by ignoring
silence their poisonous dart
yet dudes just like me
hope chance at kissing sparks
from Hewitt to Henning
fellas line up while betting
who shall be lucky prick
that wins a nice picnic
many have tried
some even died
headaches and broken hand point the way
all gents hell bent say
it’s worth it
this pain.
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Major Blonde #465
ground control to major blonde
you’ve really lost your way
those precious dear transmissions
were intercepted by pesky Russians
give up whole Tru Luv mission
repetition failure feels like Turkish prison
she will not be joining sweet picnic
best start recording next project
that phantom matching partner
fears real love so much it’s awkward
16 years of 7th house Plutonian training
has strategically mapped dark realm hades
so prepare for lift off alone once again
maybe consider getting dog named girlfriend
or not pet hair is gross and they’re so dang needy
drives me nuts hearing neighbor call out here kitty kitty.
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