What isn't projection
make believe maya deception
What can one say or do
that doesn't fill ignorant shoes
What just might be possible
if reality truly malleable
What way to portage from here
lose all inflammatory baggage dear
What part can't be play
implement this yesterday
What still creates fuss
seek out source ditching must
What about getting lonely
hand on heart breath love in only
What are we waiting for
victimhood such a boring chore.
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Spirituality an individual path
confused by institutions corrupted in mass
2000 years of religion caused trauma
tough wafer to swallow for souls serving honor
not throwing out Heart with baptism water
just never forget horrors of empire
might this all be part a test
who shall overcome great earth twisted mess
mental materialists blind deaf and dumb
arrogant atheists praising themselves
bible beaters drunk half the time
look at these role models
hellscape you'll find
any given day
Source there to catch you
crucified ego required to raise anew.
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We not for me
finally seen
life as a pyre
grow with the fire
stand tall be real
accomplish mission to feel
never compromise dreams
shadowy pleasures obscene
happiness earned
when self love is learned
hardwired belief
partnership for comforting
childhood regrets
where needs never met
this pattern now mapped
change time unwrap.
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Everything is almost good
Everything food for something
Everything ebbs and flows
Everything learns the hard way
Everything wants to live
Everything might catch fire
Everything feels the breeze
Everything likes it easy
Everything part of something
Everything forgets sometimes
Everything knows transition
Everything has a mission
Everything longs for witness
Everything can't avoid endings
Everything decomposes
Everything as it should be.
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Shhh don't say a word
moving one's lips creates
projection world
why bother tracking your stimulus
crap in crap out
hear surrounding conversations
helpful understanding
where abuse comes from
people do what has been done to them
this knowledge changes
landscape of things
mapping right now won't you join me
before pulling trigger retaliation anger
see wounded child in poorly aging neighbor
challenge of choice unpacking our baggage
even harder witnessing loved ones' negligence.
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Crickets speak in morse code
toads translate only to toad
frogs fear ungrounded giants
pushing motorized blades
ribbit news reported
one squashed one chopped dead
just yesterday
dogs always busy planting footie traps
garden rabbit naps on cucumber mountain
a phil of marmots took down building seven
spotted first snow geese pointing south
sand hill crane songs warm my heart
white moths smoke brassica leaves
fleas always giggling with glee
I prefer juice of a squished mosquito
over frog blood on hands.
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Rise before dawn
proudest first rooster crow
strike once on D singing bowl
each day a new life
some are divorced
others taken as wife
sobriety rules the way
only game worthy of play
emotional gift unwrapping business
artist builders of dreams
humans not beaten completely
trauma seed stuck in our teeth
summer season too damn long
winter writes all the hit songs
wood pile hides skeletal bones
love bruise still black and blue
heal scabs pick themselves
soul growth nourished with blood and tears.
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“Moses Erecting the Brazen Serpent” by William Blake
Where the hell are we anyway
temptation station mental cage
tripping tantrums spank each other
shadows surface breed down under
blindly beating back the fears
consistent corruption every year
find freedom from toil coil
while living past endless turmoil
by taking time for prayer each day
gratefully surrender wins and mistakes
only with Spiritual connection
weather storms of personal deception
in every single failing flaw
see what's real throw off the rot
by mapping Truth through our witness
life becomes one of service.
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Not for everyone
not always too much fun
not right or wrong
not just one lonely song
not some boring play
not valid through hearsay
not meant to regurgitate
not avoiding ones fate
not likely first try
not gonna not die
not before hello goodbye
not only here to cry
not best suppressed
not possible without rest
not ready for breatharian
not some kind of fairy man
not trying to be mean
not funny I see
not this not that
leap of life
greatest test.
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"If we ask who stirs up nations against each other, who raises issues that control and direct humanity today, the answer is Ahriman and the ahrimanic deception which plays into human life. And in this sphere people very easily succumb to deception. They are not willing to descend to the lowest strata where reality is to be found. For, you see, Ahriman skillfully prepares his goal beforehand; ever since the Reformation and the Renaissance, the economist has been emerging in modern civilization as the representative governing type. That is an actual historical fact. If you go back to ancient times, even to those that I described today as luciferic, who were the governing types then? Initiates. The Egyptian Pharaohs, the Babylonian rulers, the Asiatic rulers-- they were initiates. Then the priest-type emerged as ruler and really remained so right up to the Reformation and the Renaissance. Since that time the economist has had the upper hand. Rulers are in fact merely the henchmen and enforcers of the economists. One must not imagine that the rulers of modern times are anything but the economists' agents. And all that has been enshrined as law and justice is, if one scrutinizes it carefully, simply a consequence of a thinking dictated by economics. In the nineteenth century economics was, for the first time, replaced by a thinking based on finance and banking; and in the nineteenth century was created for the first time the whole financial system which swamps every other relationship. One must only be able to examine these things and follow them up empirically and practically."
Taken from Rudolf Steiner's lecture in Zurich, October 27th, 1919
not ball or flat plane realms are spiritual deception graduation test boring old blind ways can you see shadow mountain yet pretend playmates proliferate escape so be it sands shift anew what will you choose to hold onto exit stage right All always within sight burn broadcasted beliefs copy paste humility let prayer guide thee.
