living isn’t easy
at least this place and time
choice is simple
sellout your essence
or serve Truth
our two options
last call to align
why keep settling
for mind control
broadcasted lies
for me it’s simple
I want to live grow wiser in love
maybe meaning can be found
when madness encompasses everything.
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slipped out and into
somewhere different
not pushed but gradual
a wish not conscious
slow burn
turned to flame
my mistakes cried
for fresh
deeper way
repeated patterns
create private message
maybe change suffer less
messages arrive in subtle waves
gratitude only to Truth
our greatest gift
life unpack today.
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woke up
with fancy pants
in my heart
once again
today is greatest day
since street dance
rolled down a slippery slope
landed in demon pit
been clawing my way back up
ever since
gratitude doesn’t capture
what I’m feeling
I thank Truth
for helping us heal
from 126 days
of being broken.
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essence can’t be taken
only bribed away
parents must protect their young
wouldn’t you say
evil does
what it wants
without thought of consequence
Truth watches eternally
even angels can lose their wings
from rotten corruption
ever present
up to each and every being
serve life itself or lose your meaning.
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sometimes darkness spills over
on all sides
our ship may stray
not water tight
yet we paddle
keep paddling right
even spinning in circles
may serve sometimes
always striving
for better nights
when not alone
stable safe arms
warm hearts
cuddled
for first time.
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baby boomer born 62 in Egypt
family wealthy christian
attended school Omaha 82-84
approached by mossad 86 in washington dc
87 moved Tel Aviv
became lesbian 88
started new surveillance department 90
the one I’ve been dismantling
dying of heart disease
healing not possible with this evil being
leave me alone your only warning
or else I’ll really start trying.
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alright two down keep em’ coming
nothing like hearing
screaming fallen angels
early mourning
yahweh is a demon bitch
yeah you read me
seem like chosen people
for twisted brainwashing only
good idea
St Cloud much better town
then Iowa
with idiots out walking around
as boy paid $2 per pair
pocket gopher feet
hey NSA
what’s going bounty on star of david.
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you weren’t the first target
of his malevolency
funny how we become
abusers when deceived
repetition repulsion
subconscious speaks in patterns
our shadow woundings scream
for sunlight and answers
grateful to know
you’re still sporting conscience
not really down
with slaughter in Gaza
maybe visit India
like always wanted
700 million men have fun picking one
do checkout Peter Cat Recording’s songs.
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honored to be first mission
sorry learning of wife’s passing
her killer was chemo and radiation
allopathic butcher barbarians
she emotionally couldn’t process
something from your church
a rare compatible match
two tigers wild in the sack
pinball machine of laughs
happy all knew it clap hands
True Love only wants more love
if one partner deceased
life is a gift keep opening
don’t go backwards California
move Venezuela find next señorita
send postcard when ya meet her.
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couple gophers
first wave of spies
let’s guess these gen Xers
hello surprise
queer dark haired brit
satanist in Tel Aviv
thinks he’s alone
for him my poems not funny
straight blond yank
atheist living Dubuque
has better taste
cracks smiles laughs too
now who’d a thunk it
zoom owned by Mossod
what the fuck are you doing
working as evil pawns.
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love
our
sacred
treasure
without we are lost lonely confused
shipwrecks prone to self abuse
tools pushing evil’s ruse
wandering dark stark in park of fools
dragging long black bag ancestral refuse
teased and tempted by booby traps
blind hell tourists hot cold feeling test no map
alas our bruises become muscle mass
strength through failure when owning past
blessed those who stay desert course
Truth eternally roots for untruth divorce.
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all religions are malevolent
your previous one no exception
anything placed between self and Truth
dumbest cruelest reason for fall
19 d game played here
deception distraction dependence
notice who what how why do this
stay clear
for such an independent individual
how did ex ever cast spell
please dang honey you’re wild
why ever cover beautiful smile
know if living here I would not bother
could be weeks between words easy honor
subconscious block is superstitious
programmed bollocks
now break it.
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telepathic gigolo
just checking in
if you feel me coming
I probably am
life is a strangle thing
when up to batt
maybe take swings
years rolling by
best and worst of times
love so elusive it seems
tough telling
bruises from blessings
learning to not give
too much
as-king granting wishes fun
when facing doubt only Truth safe for leaning on.
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never enough laughs
coming from your end
when alone any giggles felt
most likely thinking naughtiness
yesterday while wearing cheaters
accidentally saw favorite picture
dang dear even finer
with X-ray vision blew these eyes
closest we’ve been in two seasons
body close that is
heart reader intimacy grows stronger
how long now
have my morning workouts blessed chest
hopefully not growing annoyed yet
mother wondered if I was alright
yes just listening for love's delight.
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even better in person
I do not lie
spend the night
or longer if feels alright
I don’t bite
might nibble a bit
sometimes
betcha don’t mind
otherwise cool as rock hard cucumber
oh and thanks for last night
refraining from calling out your name
mother’s basement stay tough fight
flashbacks to high school vacuuming interruption
biggest fright
thinking you felt me carrying christmas tree upstairs today
heart pounding every step of the way.
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neighbors saw ufo flying over town
here for telepathic show
will love touchdown
so emotional today
midnight plus breakfast rendezvous exceptional
wouldn’t you say
feeling silly trying out bribes
just can’t wait to share sweetness
all the time
dreaming of your visits turned stay
always pack bag
cuddling as pastime
life can be fun hey
knowing you’re sailing turbulent seas
wanting role greatest ally please
let me dress any cuts and booboos okay.
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