life is a dream only seen not asleep creatures are important each one you meet watched hive split grand swarm fly away sight and sounds breathtaking chaos play future shifts constant under star trees can’t predict outcome best stop trying swimming deep feelings takes hard times learning just be in awe of vast ‘mind’ with each step find pressure release sometimes we slide where ancestors were weak right heal hurts not knowing next step seem like failures recent missions mapped or this last round given bonus spin opportunity for self work soul level win rarest so rare those owning actions please do forgive if I come off as madman.
deception raining down world run by clowns consciousness container experiment old mindsets won’t make cut when gears shift avoiders tossed as if script writes fearful lost lessons listen every moment birds sing ancient story struggles against self and other what parts pull down under ridged patterns heart attacks crystallized forms will be smashed first time sitting on front step merry baby makers day mothers blessed.
found next wood truck
madmax muscle car no trunk
fav green color heart felt eyes
El Capitan in El Camino passing bye
on way back to Amish slab pile
cords of freedom stacked ready dried
preppers day coming soon
who shall live through great snafu
things will change as they must
madness steers corruption bus
hear appeal to simplicity
make endless love grow food a plenty
this and gratitude all that matters
life a gift let’s make more laughter
I’ll tickle your fancy if you fondle mine
backseat bed under moonlit ride.
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toxic weak sickest of sheep
trained with tricks obedient
addiction prescription avoidance religion
sellouts false safety poison fed complacency
nonsense brainwashed indoctrination graduation
discernment deplete lies no questioning
projection believers incompetency leaders
divided fake lines blind political ties
sanitized insanity war party oligarchy
doctors dark priests cursing for money
confused and abused propaganda nightly news
mental prison mates hating fellow wage slaves
jealous so envious façade fictitious
indebted to grave life one big escape
missing the mark dimming our spark
perfect I guess thinning spiritual test.
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future is foggy
same for past follies
I see us there
veiled hat pair
so much has happened
life shot from cannon
mind walk of sorts
trail paved some then dirt
things measured in smiles
lacking bountiful piles
scarcity feels like punishment
when pendulum sticks fuck it
best plans slide to hell
when digging selfish well
thank you all times
good bad ugly fine.
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working on smile flatline
niece spies sad inside
lonely so long maybe stuck
gears not greased eventually rust
one might say this done to self
or needed experience for growth upswell
either way dry desert walk
rare cactus flower see don't touch
dreams of kisses can’t replace
electric lips my favorite taste
love like wine better in time
sober thoughts meet hermit rhymes
don’t get me wrong no complaints
just mapping place between mates
complimentary compatible worth the wait
discernment lessons can't be faked.
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one very cold night six artists rowed out of sight vowing to never write poems again at least not for a certain woman
secretly each wished with broken open heart that he might hear from her once touching foreign shore
you see this wily lass only has time for men not from same countryside little did they know as chilly wind blew boats filled with depressed dudes is nothing new rejection torn destination unknown Scorpio risings’ torture equals epic lore
so here I stand glad to stay back as only sane mind good luck out there fellas no honey’s worth leaving Hewitt behind.
never not growing
older wiser stronger bolder
stubborn as all get out
hand me down picked lock
peace to those stuck on repeat
always forever I root for thee
won’t go backwards in time
wading through shrapnel roadside
cherished moments shared
only gravediggers dig up dead pairs
cardinal direction steady pointer
leader of artists past sojourn
reliably serving Truth
aligning with odd fellows
sobriety simple self love
ultimate rebellion won.
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trail breaker face wind-chill taste
never less alone when alone
years drift away tears freeze in place
hard lessons learned now your turn
so many times I break what binds
soul strengthening test we train for
man it’s more fun with women around
beautiful brilliance lights my fires
life is so strange rarely relate
hermit-hood grows wizard brows
dwindling friends old cycle ends
who refreshes the scene
homework complete cooking just me
meals less meaningful no company
visions steady stream talking out dreams
honey waiting on thee.
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living lies self harms
ingesting untruth deforms
socializing actors drain
avoidance a committed dance with pain
use sniff test who’s in your pool
smells like piss swim somewhere new
whole aisle of diapers for adults
is it me or something terribly fucked
what are you building this time
is there drive to heal or just die
either way won’t be big shocker
Truth sides with those growing honor
titled next level whatcha saying
I see through all choosing faking
rare to find souls climbing ladder
most waste days worshipping matter.
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healed and whole from the get go
then thrown to arrogant ignorance
this how we role bravest old souls
which family’s bullshit best serves us
spending ones’s life unpacking traumatized plight
please teach kids nature of realm
chance at free will temptation test mill
tiny fraction survive self made hell
don’t fear fainting hearts love’s penetrating darts
many often choose learning discernment
never destiny pain result going wrong way
serving Truth brightens our days
pledge this new norm forget outworn scorn
let’s model sane examples for children
life is a gift gratitude prayed wish
may you find peace amongst madness.
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